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In Solitude Posted by Rashid on Friday, August 28, 2009

I got myself sick again..
Stuck at home taking in these meds..
Its been 2 days already..
and I don't know if I can still make it..

This isn't what I wanted..
Everything's so fucked up..
Now, I want to make an escape..
Far, too far from everything..

Things aren't the same anymore, I know.
"People change, so do I.."
Just like the breeze..
It came by so lightly.. swiftly..

I'm longing.. who doesn't?
I wanted to feel the warmth..
a hug perhaps,
or even just a shoulder to lean on..

But is it still possible?
I've been looking..
What comes to mind..
nothing.. no one..

Tears doesn't seem to think twice..
It doesn't even hold back..
It just pours down..
who cares anyways?

Shivering..
I wanted to be numb..
Coldness envelops me..
And my heartbeat's fading slowly..

I'm on my way now..
Leading this solitary path..
Down the road..
With unfamiliar faces..

There's no one there..
Who knows me well..
The depths in me..
Everything of me..

Maybe I just have to..
Start again.
Dream again.
Hope again.

Maybe that's it..
Maybe later..
Or til then..
Who knows?

Labels: Personal

3 Comments:

melancholicdreamer said...: i think you're right.. you do need hugs.. you know why? during the Otaku Taiiki i was feeling low.. depressed.. since a lot of things are happening in my life right now.i was expecting to get a hug from you-know-who.. but i didn't.. i felt sad.. til i ran across Kat(cosplayer).. though we barely hang out together.. i was surprised when she hugged me when i called her to say hello. like i felt an upliftment.. 8D well... on you.. i could have given you a hug as well..but idk.. im still shy around the Ozine people..(ehehe xcept the girls).. i could have just patted your shoulder^^.

arg im not helping that much am i? :/; Friday, August 28, 2009 11:27:00 PM
Rashid said...: weh... after the event.. saka ko lang rin naisip.. why didn't I hugged you nga ba.. which I really planned to do.. hehehe.. siguro i just got so busy.. you know naman the loads na ginagawa namin.. hehe..

pero sa ngayon.. *hugs* yan na muna uli.. heheh..

pero yup.. uplifting ang hug.. it really can help someone out who's down and low.. :); Sunday, August 30, 2009 1:48:00 AM
melancholicdreamer said...: ^yep wahehe. thanks sa hug but i think you deserve it more than i do^^ *hugs back* haha; Tuesday, September 01, 2009 8:20:00 AM