Saturday, September 26, 2009

What I Want

I want to see it clearly.. Things that I really want.. Or even those things that I didn't knew that I wanted.. It's just that.. lately.. I've been wanting a lot of things now.. And we all know what's WANT and NEED right? Well here it goes..



What surprised me were these two things that suddenly popped out on my mind when I was at the bus going home. "I want to own a car, and to have a billboard of me over there.." Can you just imagine that?! I mean.. that will always remain as a dream right?! I mean the billboard thing! C'mon! Reality.. hello! hahaha! Just to remind myself.. never did I wanted to own a car before and even to have a billboard of me hanging anywhere! So those were just 2 of my most surprising thoughts I had lately.

For the "MORE REALISTIC" ones.. I think, I'll be making a confession here. I've been idolizing "some" people lately. I've learned that these cool guys are really those whom I want to look up to. By just looking on to where they are now and to how successful they had become.. I'll bet.. You'll gonna say "Cool!" or "Wow!" to these guys.

Who i'm talking about are the Uy brothers, Dennis and Bryan, Gosiengfiao sisters, Alodia and Ashley, and Jehzeel Laurente.

Starting with the Uy brothers, Dennis and Bryan. I learned about this people way back 2003 or 2004 when I joined the Anime Club forum before. They were not really the one's I've became close to that time but I knew that these two people were somewhat the "Heads" of that anime forum. Years later, 2008, t'was actually last year when I first got to know them personally. Thanks to that Dorm EB, I happened to be "baptized" and be part of the group! haha! Now for you to know, they are the ones responsible of the longest running Anime Events here in our country so far!



Ozine Fest, AniCon, Otaku Taiiki.. all these events, which were also been covered with various tv stations like tv5 and channel V, were organized by these two cool guys and of course by the Otakuzine Anime Magazine which is one of the best leading anime magazine here and was also started by these two! And now they have a new one out, Otaku Vault.

Before I was just a mere fan and reader of their mag, but now? I can even talk with them, be with them, and a friend to them.. I even became part of the event staff because of them!

Next, Gosiengfiao sisters, Alodia and Ashley. Same as with Dennis and Bryan, I met them first on the same Anime Club forum way back. They were the moderators of that forum before. I even remember having some talks and chats with them there. People whom I didn't realized that I will be meeting face to face.



Picture I got at the White Hat Charity Event


They are now well-known on our country's cosplay realm. No one will ever get mistaken when someone would ask if who are today's Cosplay Princesses. I'm not going to dig into details anymore because I know that you know them already more than I know them. Confusing? haha! Anyways, you might be starting to call me a fanboy but here's the case, I admire them for how they do things from cosplaying, merchandising, became a model for young cosplayers, even got tv appearances, endorsements and a lot!

It was I think at the Schizen Orchestra Event when I first saw them personally. As usual.. they are one of the judges for the cosplay competition. But my most close encounter with them was when they attended at our Otaku Taiiki Event, where in I became one of the human barrier as they call it. haha! Just part of the job as one of the event marshalls. There I also met their mom which I also look up to. So humble and really kind-hearted. So maybe from there, we already know where the half of these two ladies came from! ^^

Now, its Jehzeel Laurente's turn. I dunno if I already seen this guy at Nuffnang's movie screening of Burn After Reading. I just can't recall, but I think I did when we're all in the line of going inside the theater.



Picture got from Nuffnang


He's just my guy when it comes to blogging. He's just simple, humble and yet so powerful and rich! haha! He's a web developer, freelancer, he does everything online so well.. earns online too! just imagine how many bucks of dollars are coming into he's account every month! or even every week! He owns a lot of sites, not all of them are for profit though, but all of these are so active! You can see it on their google page ranks! He also got some tv appearances and his blog got published on national newspaper as well! All because of his great job in the field of blogging!

And by the way! Jehzeel was nominated and is now one of the finalist for the Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards! Please help me in supporting him and the other Filipino finalists win the awards! Please vote using the widget on my sidebar! Thanks!

So there! They were just so awesome, right? They are just really the products of Hobby, Passion and Hard-Work combined! I want to be like them and I want to be successful in whatever path I choose.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I Didn't Only Lose Things



Just finished watching the final episode of 07-Ghost's season 1 a while ago and thought of doing something like this. This just really became one of my favorites so far. It's mostly about how strong your will is when it comes to standing by those people you cared the most. About how to to know what's just about something that you want to believe in. About the truth that has many forms as there are people.







Now, just how will you be giving meaning on this 3 pics posted above?

Reading (the subtitles) only just that would really make you think. Well, it just depends on how you interpret it though.

It's all about growing up, being not just that stupid brat but to who you had become. I dunno, but as what people say, when you lose something, you'll gain something better. And maybe, I think I'll just have to believe in that. Though I still really don't see what that gain is.. I'll just think positive about that.



For those who are watching this series.. "Season One Finale. Series to return in 2010."

Sunday, September 20, 2009

TH Picture Editor: Me ^^

Because it became my habit to be still be up until 2AM, here's what I've done! haha! Editing some pics using Picasa 3!







Oh well.. Happy that this day didn't turned out really bad. Somehow, I enjoyed the day through these pics..^^

Thursday, September 17, 2009

The Currents

What's the biggest shot? The Office. I finally named it my "Loneliest place on Earth" and hell yeah, so true! I now only go to the office for plain work and to super patiently wait for the clock to hit 4PM or until all my tasks are done, then go. Looks so boring right? Nice it may seem if I'm pretty much busy, so this made me somehow loved Tuesdays, Wednesdays and even Saturdays, since these days are the busiest days of my week, but hell to Thursdays and Fridays! These are just the damn wicked days which really kills me to death! Days that at most of the time, I'm doing nothing! So the pain is there, the sadness is there, sometimes, even tears are there.. just say, c'mon! what else could you ask for! I'm lonely and so much broke!

I'm not really hiding it. You may see me smile at times, laugh at times, but that doesn't mean that I'm fine. I'm even thinking of leaving.. again. A thought that was already been with me months back. And its coming back to me again. I'm even giving myself weeks to decide before the processing of my Visa comes to place. I love my new job now, but it's just like being in a relationship. Love isn't just the thing there. I love my new job but I'm not really happy about staying there. I love doing the job but it's more like I fail doing it right because of my unstable state of being in such place like that. Honestly? It isn't anymore good for me to be in that kind of atmosphere now, if you know what I mean.

If you are not aware of what's this all about? then crap! Almost everyone's noticing it already. And its been over a month now so how couldn't you notice it? I even had a post about it here before! But you know what? If you really didn't even get a hint of what's been happening? I envy you. Simple. Because you don't give a damn about it. If only I could ever make myself care less about this fuckin drama, then I shouldn't be hurt like this!

You know why? because you guys just simply made this scar that I had deeper than how it was before. Pretty simple right? But anyways, there's nothing more to do. Like I know its worse, and now I just gave up and is now expecting things to get worst, or if not, for things to stay like this, if not forever, for the longest time.

So as long as I still don't have my decision, for as long as I still don't know how to get these things be explained to my superiors if ever I get my decision.. I'll just have to endure this whole damn thing until I get used to it.

Move on? Dammit! You already know how hard it is for me to do it! I know that this kind of same thing already happened before between me and my bestbud, It was so hard to accept that things went on like that between us. Same to now, I treasure all those almost 3 years of being with the company.. of being with them.. but i just might as well put all of those inside of my treasure chest since these will just be good to be called now as treasured moments.

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Next best shot? Ozine. They are now my pure source of happiness. I can smile and laugh genuinely whenever I'm with them. I love it when there's gonna be an event or meet-ups because being with them make me not to worry. I'm always being pre-occupied with joy and fun! Everything feels just so light they're just like my haven.

So from there, you might know pretty well where I'm getting my strength and where the biggest push in my life is coming from. Love from them is overflowing and that is one thing that I can be proud of on having them.

These are just some of the recent pics that I've been with them! T'was Jam and Ukiya's day to treat us after their birthday! ^^









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Next up! Star Cinema's In My Life. T'was its 2nd day of movie screening when I decided to go watch the movie. Though I was at the mall on its first day, I didn't got the time to watch it alone. Anyways, starred by John Lloyd Cruz, Luis Manzano and Vilma Santos, what made me love this movie is the diversity of its plot. And I also loved the fact that they laid it to its viewers so naturally where in it seemed like that everything there were just normal. Making me believe that this kind of movie will somehow change the way of how people think in regards to gay relationships and parent on actually knowing who and what their children are and what they had become.



And also, I really have my personal reason on why I watched the movie. Somehow, this is my way of supporting the film to show how our society must see things beyond what is actually there. I mean, personally, I had this right and wrong issue which I really hated, but this shouldn't be treated as something bad and wrong.. this movie just really made it best on showing how things must be accepted. That these kind of things should be treated as normal as other things are being seen.

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So there. I missed blogging, really. I know that this will be gathering a lot of criticism, you can take it to yourself, but you can also slap it straight into my face. Its up to you.

I think I hafta make a slogan out of this, These are just my thoughts and my side of my story. Things can be changed but this will be kept original.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Dear God

Sharing something that someone shared me.. I know this is something that you may hear on some churches.. but I don't mind.. It's nice eh.. try listening to it.. you'll know..^^




FM Static
Dear God


Dear God I wrote this letter,
To put my thoughts on paper,
Sometimes life seems like a criminal,
Without a well planned caper
I know Youre the answer,
But I forget the question,
How do I know You love me,
When no one else, seems to care

Ive tried everything I thought,
Might help me understand things,
And it didnt tell me anything,
Or even play my heart strings
So Im writing You this letter,
To wait for Your reply,
I am so tired, of not believing,
Ill give You a try

I dont know, but I got this feeling,
That todays gonna be my turning point,
Everyday I get a little bit closer,
It feels so good to finally be over
I dont know, but I think Im learning,
This type of thing,
Never been my calling card,
Sometimes you just gotta look closer,
Instead of searchin so hard

So when I start to get down,
And the world fills up around me,
And my head starts
Spinnin like a top,
From the way my heart beats pounding
I can look up for a second,
And know that Im alright,
I spent so long, not believing,
Its my turn to fly

I dont know, but I got this feeling,
That todays gonna be my turning point,
Everyday I get a little bit closer,
It feels so good to finally be over
And I dont know, but I think Im learning,
This type of thing, never
Been my calling card,
Sometimes you just gotta look closer,
Instead of searchin so hard

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

I Can Get Used To This

Just for share.. kinda relates to the current "what's going on with me" now.. Enjoy the music coz I enjoyed it a lot! ^^



David Choi
I Can Get Used To This


I kept all of my feelings locked inside of me,
Finally found someone to trust with everything,
Oh I try so hard always to be a man,
But right now I just,
I can't understand how I can't control.
Oh, I think love's got a hold on me.

[Chorus: ]
Such a foreign feeling, but you know...
I can get used to this, I can get used to this, I can get used to this now.

Comfortable and feels so real,
I can get used to this,
Stuck in this happiness.
I can get used to this now, Yeah...

[Verse 2:]
I think this is the first time I've ever felt like this
And found someone I would never want to miss.
I feel like a child,
I get butterflies,
Sorry this is the only way to describe.
Think I'll let it go,
Let this love get a hold of me

[Chorus:]
Such a foreign feeling, but you know...
I can get used to this, I can get used to this, I can get used to this now.

Comfortable and feels so real,
I can get used to this,
Stuck in this happiness.
I can get used to this now. Yeah.

[Bridge: ]
Love feels so good…
Better than I thought it would.

Such a foreign feeling, but you know...
I can get used to this, I can get used to this, I can get used to this now.

Comfortable and feels so real,
I can get used to this,
Stuck in this happiness.
I can get used to this now.

La da da daa...
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