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Now I get it! Posted by Rashid on Sunday, December 28, 2008 3 Comments

"I can't be with you as your boyfriend, but that doesn't mean that I don't love you."

A line from a film that I recently watched. At first my reaction was, "Why can't they be?"

I was really been blown away by this film. I just can't help it, I was really been moved. I must admit, the plot of the story is just so typical, something that everybody can relate to, or can even share the same experience of. The story on how a family was living so happy together which became in one point of time happened to loose someone so dear, the story of being self-independent, of being close to God, the story of being inlove and being loved. All of these things are really common to almost all of us, right?

The Love of Siam

And that's what I'm talking about, The Love of Siam. I just don't remember it very clearly on how I managed to learn about the existence of this film. Its actually a thai movie and what made it a some sort of a talk of the town is its plot having a yaoish theme, a pink film as it is being called now.

So there, going back to the line that I threw up there, If you're being so childish, or let's say the immature type, you might be also telling me my same reaction that I gave. I really didn't stop watching it over and over again until I found out why. Why is it better for them to stay like that?

A scene from the movie just answered me this. Loneliness.. Frighteningly lonely. When we were a child, we tend to be lonely if we can't make a lot of friends, but as we grow older, what makes us be more lonely is the thought of how we are going to keep the people we love till the end. Had you ever been aware of the word separation? Or the phrase be separated? You know what? This movie is just so right about this matter.

"If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it right when we get separated? And, if being separated is a part of life and you know about separation well, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?"

Maybe, if we'll gonna consider a family in this case, it is somehow easier to accept that someday, kids will grow up and will be responsible enough to start their own family as well. But thinking about the person that you most love.. that would be the hardest thing anyone could ever deal with.

"Is it possible that, we live our entire life without loving anyone at all?"

"..that's my loneliness too. I had been living with it some quite of time now, And I know just how bad loneliness feels. I fear it will continue to get worse."

This just really explains to me now why I always wanted to be in a relationship where in I'm sure that there will always be a lot of time for us to be seeing each other, this may sound awkward but its better if we only live in the same place. right? I don't know. I've been in a long distance relationship in a count of almost 3 years before I think. And I just don't want to be in that same situation again. I've become more into spending time together than just letting the day pass without us seeing each other. Isipin mo nalang rin yung ititipid mo kung magkasama lang kayo sa bahay.. walang hassle sa pamasahe para magkita kayo. Kahit pano may point naman diba? But I am not here to keep you from feeling the one of the most wonderful thing called Love.

"How will you make it from now on? But I believe so much that you can make it without me because you have so much love for one another, even though sometimes, it seems to be too much that we end up hurting each other, but I believe as time goes by, we would all agree that there is no such thing as " too much love", even if we made mistakes along the way, it's better than never having tried to love and be loved. Wouldn't you agree, life always give us opportunities to start all over again, after we learn from our mistakes. I hope you take these opportunities and take good care of one another. Thank you for everything and hope there is a chance that we will see each other again."

Somehow, it is the easiest way to let go of someone, even if you're already dying inside only not to let this kind of situation happen. If not the easiest, it may be somehow the easier way. Its just like telling "If it's us, then in God's time, its gonna be us."

So now, a mature type of person will be the one to tell you the lines, "I can't be with you as your boyfriend, but that doesn't mean that I don't love you." This somehow assures you that he will never be separated from you whatever happens.


[You were sound asleep in my arms, I tried not to wake you.] [Thanks for staying, I hope you got home safely.]

Labels: Film

Remake Posted by Rashid on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 5 Comments

Takipsilim ng ABS-CBN

Ang said, nabili na daw ng ABS-CBN ang rights para iremake nila ang Twilight, as in TV Series! Akalain nyong may ganitong kumakalat ngaun! antindi no? remake?! puro nalang remake.. sana gumawa nalang sila ng sarili nilang plot o kaya kung anong kakaibang gimik. Gagaya nanaman ba sila?! At kung totoo man ito.. Magawa kaya nilang makuha ang loob ng lahat ng taong tumangkilik sa Twilight? o.. lalo lang mainis ang mga tao dahil sa pag iisip na nagiging TH ang mga magpoportray ng mga character?! Kamown! People, lalo na ang kababaihan sa buong kalawakan, ay tinitingala si Edward bilang isang Uber perfect guy! Sisirain lang ba nila ang reputasyong iyon ni Edward?! Nakow.. mahirap ang gagawin nilang yan kung totoo talaga yan..

Thinking if who's gonna be the cast?! You can click the image above or click the link below.

TAKIPSILIM

So now, what's your stand?! (kita nyo na yan.. napatagalog ako ron! hahahaha!)

Labels: Film

Day Off Posted by Rashid on Sunday, November 23, 2008 2 Comments

This week's day off will just be on a day. Yes, I'm supposed to be back at our office by Tuesday. But since we have a new project that needs to be finished immediately, we were required to help our notes writers in finishing that task tomorrow.

So, with only a day to relax what had I've done?

I looked for an audio book of twilight. Actually i saw this site, which I am not yet to disclose, that have the four books on audio.. Really nice isn't? Plus knowing that I will be having it for free! All I need to do is download it and sit back then listen! But I just finished downloading the first book.. I am still on my way downloading the rest. Good thing also because unlike the other site that i saw which combined all the four books in one file, this is just perfect for my phone that only has a 1Gb capacity. Files in this site I found is chopped into smaller files and it made easier for me to manage them to my phone. So now, having the first book downloaded, I had already copied it to my phone's memory card. :D

After some long weeks of being not into MyLot, I had visited again to see my old myLot User Profile if there even had any changes. I remember being a member here for almost 2 years now. And because of I haven't been online for the very long months, my earnings here went back to zero! as in reset! yeah. too bad because i was really saving it for something. After what happened, I made sure to go back even for once in a while to post and make my account active. If you would like to check it out, you may want to click this MyLot site and learn on how to earn some extra online. Just start a discussion, respond to them and be active.. for sure you'll have a grasp of it and earn!

so there.. what to do next for my day off.. i still have no idea.. maybe, i'll just stuck myself listening to twilight.. as like as what i used to do on my usual day off.

By the way.. I've updated my list for exchange links on my Links Section Just check it out and thanks for those who linked me back..^^

Labels: Film, Online Earning

Featured Posted by Rashid on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 6 Comments

Before anything else, I would like to give emphasis on this one. Someone told me this when I invited this person to see my blog. please read:

"i have no interest in reading other blogs kasi unless its something interesting in it, ayuko kasi basahin yung mga blogs nun mga gusto lng magpapansin or those who'd put their one-sided opinion. I couldn't care less bout people muttering over their problems or whatever their little existence wants to rub on others.................."

How will you react on that.. Bloggers!?

BEWARE! This is an unexpected long post!
I was at Robinson's Galleria last night to attend Nuffnang's first movie premiere that featured Burn After Reading. There I met one of my blogmates, Edelweiza, who was also there when I came early. We had some little chats like, "Ikaw pala yan!" and "Hi! Ako nga!" Then we had some pictorial with the poster? tarpoline? or what should we call that?! There were a LOT of bloggers who attended the event and the organizer even had a mini "Firsts" game which really made me feel that so little regret of not signing up the attendance first! I should have won those free gift certificates! ahahahaha! Just too bad I haven't got the chance to know a lot of them in that event. I didn't even saw Mr. Featured Nuffnanger of the Month, Jehzeel, though i thought I've seen him there but is not quite sure if he's really the one I saw in the picture in his About Page.. hahahah! but even so.. I had fun watching the movie. I really have not expected Brad Pitt to do such character like of what he portrayed in that movie! hahaha! A really must see! Btw, pictures will just be posted soon.. I mean by them, and I'll just relay it to you to see what actually happened on that event..:D

Since we are already talking about a movie let me also push this one in..

From RashidOnline Blog Pics

“Twilight”. I heard this movie being featured by Monster Radio RX 93.1. And this movie will premiere on November 25, 2008 at the Premiere Cinema of Mall of Asia. I already have an E-book of the whole series even before the movie was been released to be out. But then, I was just too lazy to read these books. So since this is going to be shown in theaters, I think I'll just have to watch it in widescreen. But I'll also try to catch up on reading before the airing date comes, because for all we know, books are always the way too complete version of any movies based on novels.

From movies let's go to magazines! Anime magazines to be more specific. Will you believe if i'm gonna be featured in one of the coolest anime magazines in the country?! hahaha! I would like to introduce to you, Otakuzine! which is also known as Ozine. This is an Anime Magazine here in the country published every month by PSICOM Publishing Inc. These are available to all National Bookstores if you are curious about what's inside this mag. But just to give you a hint. Its all about Anime! ^_^

From RashidOnline Blog Pics

I was been featured in its 31st issue! And If this would just only be fine.. Here are some of the pages that I found where in I saw myself in it! The first one is where you'll see me being the Otakuzine Forum Member of the Month!

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From RashidOnline Blog Pics

I also had seen this on the Aisatsu Page..

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From RashidOnline Blog Pics

Thinking if who Strawberry Chips and Blueberry Pie are?! (That was supposed to be Blueberry Cheese cake..?!) If you were part of the circle.. You should already have known who they are.. hahahaha..

Oh well.. So now just for something to be featured here, Honou gave me a link about tarot readings which really is relating to what's happening to me right now!

Here is what was given as a reading for me today.

Knight of Wands (Staffs)
You are at a point of uncertainty, there is stress and difficulty at this time figuring out exactly who you are and what you need to be doing, but this is a growth period and a learning experience so embrace it and bless it for what it is - looking for the opportunities for positive change presenting themselves.

The Fool
The Fool represents the motivation for an end to struggle within. He indicates a person who is driven by a need to attain a state of contentment and peace, but is unsure what will get him/her there. Life's lessons may be testing this person's faith at the moment.

The Star
Losing faith in ones self. Fear of being alone or abandoned. Feeling like you can't quite let go of someone or something from the past... it is hard to leave the comfort of what we have known sometimes even when we know we deserve better or need more.

The Hierophant
To achieve peace and harmony sometimes means making concessions, but it also means not allowing your values to be compromised as well. A good blend of leadership and teamwork makes for a more harmonious environment. Don't allow others to get the upper hand, but don't become so caught up in defending your own position you forget the feelings of others. Diplomacy at its finest is indicated by this card, true leadership does not impose its will forcefully.

The Star
Keep working towards your goals and don't let fear hold you back. You know what is true for you and what you need to be doing, stick to this and keep a firm resolve. Be willing to accept risk and take on new challenges. The star card calls you to be a bright and shining example, to live up to your fullest potential.

You could also check it out and see what this is gonna give you. You could also do it daily, anyways, there's no harm in trying.. right?

Labels: Event, Film, Nuffnang, Otakuzine

Spying Over Burn After Reading Posted by Rashid on Thursday, November 13, 2008 1 Comments

Remember what I posted about Nuffnang? About me being a member of it? Now they are having they're first movie premiere that will happen on November 18, 2008, which will already be on Tuesday by 7:30pm, at Robinson's Movie World, Robinson's Galleria! And what is the featured movie? Burn After Reading!

I'm looking forward to seeing this movie starred by the same actors from the ocean's series, Brad Pitt & George Clooney, in an action/comedy film which, i'm sure, will give us a lot of excitement! Since Nuffnang Philippines Inc., in cooperation with Viva Entertainment Inc and Robinson's Movie World, will be having it premiered here, why not join the fun?

Tickets are only limited for those who want to watch, so they made it into a First Come First Served Basis.. But then, since I am one of those so called Nuffnangers, maybe this would be my chance to be with my fellow mates! So there, I might have somehow given to you already my touch of interest on this, but what really made me want to watch the movie is..

1. Its called premiere! Yes! Premiere! Who knows who I can bump into when I'm there!
2. It is brought to us by Nuffnang Philippines Inc.! And remember, It's their First Movie Premiere! So better be there!
3. It is also brought to us by Viva Entertainment Inc and Robinson's Movie World, So this might be a.. I mean.. this is a Box Office Film! no wonder they picked it to be premiered here!
4. Its Brad Pitt & George Clooney! Do I still have to tell them of who they are?!
5. This is a film by the four-time Academy Award winning American filmmakers! Who else!? the Coen Brothers!
6. Comedy! who doesn't want to laugh anyway? This will certainly be good for us!
7. Robinson's Galleria! Just a ride away!
8. Since this is an event of Nuffnang Philippines Inc., I'm pretty much sure that there will be a lot of Nuffnangers there! And I hope to meet them as well.
9. Who doesn't want free tickets! Of course everybody does! (Please, please.. please.....)
10. Counting back, this is already my 100th post! Hope I can be lucky on this one! :D

From RashidOnline Blog Pics

Labels: Burn After Reading, Film

Don't Have A Heart That Can Love Posted by Rashid on Wednesday, March 21, 2007 0 Comments

well.. that really is sooo.. >>> for those who had watched the movie.. you'll know.. :D

watched this in a dvd last Sunday.. (And its just now that i remembered this to post.. :p) well nweiz..

Have you ever felt being incomplete?

i do..

many times that i've asked myself.. "What's been missing.?" but i can't hardly find an answer.. and this really is affecting the whole of me.. it's always been in my mind..

having this related on that movie.. Derby there.. a character played by Sam can't just find its match because of the missing piece in his life.. his family.. then now going back to me.. its somehow similar to what's happening to me right now.. or should i say.. happening to me these past months.. til now..

i've been with people.. whom i met thru random texting.. online groups.. common friends.. thinking that God will give me someone that will perfectly fit with me.. but then.. everything seemed to fail.. longest on the record was a month.. shortest..? a day and a half.. now can you just imagine that..?

now thinking of what's missing.. i dunno.. maybe it's just that God has not yet finished writing my love story..:D

its not in the family.. its not in the job.. maybe its within me.. i want to feel being loved again by someone whom i know i can love back as well.. waah.. but fate is not yet ready to give me that time for me

this post now may make me so stupid.. but.. i can't help it.. i know in time it will come.. but when..?

OFF TOPIC:

Having some problems with changing my layout.. hmm.. for all we know.. blogger had already updgraded its new system.. so therefore.. it's been so hard for me to edit my html file for it now has the widgets and the xml which really have to be taken cared of carefully.. waah.. how can i damn fix this! :(

Labels: Film, Personal